I really do love to pay my bills. I like to seat, go through my routine: fill the amount and push the “Pay” button on my computer or sign a check, seal an envelope, and drop it to the postbox. I love the feeling of the done deal, feeling that I don’t owe anything and freedom coming from it. Easy-breezy
I must confess, only a year ago it was a mess. I was anxious, I was sweating and try to postpone the moment of payment as long as possible. When I finally force myself to seat and start to sort out the bills, I was already confused: what should I pay, what if I don’t have enough money, what if I forget something. Moreover, after this torching process, my seemingly significant checking account was heading to zero, and this fact set me into stress again. I always lived from paycheck to paycheck.
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